Friday, February 24, 2012
Some days I feel like the universe plots against me. Today started out okay but quickly went downhill and never recovered. So I buried myself in a good book (Crown of Stars) and also took a long afternoon nap. I am feeling the frustration of not having my own vehicle right now. On days where I just want to hop in and drive far far away I can't. So I feel like I'm climbing the walls. I know a lot of blogs are all about sunshine and sugar but this isn't one of them. It would be fake to say I always felt that way. Emotionally I feel like I'm slogging through the mud. It seems like everything stands between me and my goals. Lack of money, lack of encouragement, lack of opportunity and a body that keeps reminding me that I'm 54, not 24. Sometimes forcing myself to do things just doesn't work, so today I just let the to-do list go and just did my best to get through this negative spiral.